roseonabeach diary blog

My mom has been yelling at me for attitude when there is none and I’m starting to get a little tired of it. One example, this morning I had asked if the dishes in the dish washer were clean and she said no and I said dammit. She thought I was giving attitude and saying it like “God dammit! can’t you do the dishes?” When really, I say it all the time for many different things. I trip, “Dammit.” I accidentely close the wrong tab, “Dammit.” I put my pants on backwards cause I’m in a rush,”Dammit.” I don’t say it to give attitude. Another example, last night at ten she told me to go to bed so I said okay. I walked into the kitchen to get some nyquill and some water and she walked in and said, “Didn’t I just tell you to go to bed?” I replied with, “What I can’t get some water?” Which yes that sounds like attitude, but I have said things like that to both her and my dad pretty much all of my life and she never yelled at me for attitude until last night. I’m getting tired of it and if I try to tell her, we will get into a huge heated yelling argument and I’m tired of those. I wish she would just stop getting mad at me for my personality. 

Dear diary blog, 5/11/13

Well Today, or technically yesterday was awesome! It didn’t start out that way though. I was supposed to go see iron man 3 today, but i got a last minute babysitting job. I hate those. So anyway I ended up watching The Avengers with my nine year old neighbor  but when my mother and dad came home, my mom kept yelling at me to turn down the volume. I did about ten noches each time and she kept yelling at me. So she finally turned off the tv and told us to get out of the house. God I hate her sometimes. It was in like the middle of the movie too! Grh! anyways me and the nine year old went to go swimming at her house because her parents were home. We swam, raced, and tried to flip each other for about two to two and a half hours. After that I went outside to hang out with my other friends. We through a football around then me and my “sister” started splashing each other with water. I splashed her feet because I didn’t want to ruin her outfit. Well apparently I splashed her feet at the wrong moment because she slipped and fell and skinned her knee. Oops. After she washed it and put a band aid on it we all started to just hang out and have fun. It was me, my “sister” Brooke, my friend Katie, My “brother” Ian, and my other friend Tyler. After a while- God I don’t remember what we did. We all started talking and that’s when I figured out that Tyler likes Brooke  but he would never go out with her because he doesn’t want to hurt Ian. Ian used to like Brooke and everyone is positive that he still does. Anywhovian Ian later said that he approves of Tyler and think that he would make a good boyfriend to her. After about an hour of just hanging out, we decided to play apples to apples. God I love that game. Any ways after about five to ten minute into the game we had a therapy session. It was weird  Everyone just told each other what problem we had, what we have been diagnosed with, and if we have had suicidal thoughts. At first I was the only one who didn’t have anything wrong. I haven’t been diagnosed with anything, I pretty much live a stress free life. After I thought for a minute I finally did think of something. I said, “Wait, I do have something to share.” I immediately regretted letting those words come out of my mouth. Everyone was shushing each other and was like “Alright Tori come on.” I was trying to build up the courage to speak when Grandma Joy said”Thanks for sharing that’s very interesting.” and we all burst out laughing. After everyone got quiet again, my neighbor came into the kitchen and he shared that he had depression. Then it was my turn. I was building up the courage again when everyone was just like, “Alright well if you don’t want to share that’s fine. We can just go back to our game.” At that point I put my hands over my eyes and said, “I hate myself.” I had to cover my entire face to keep my tears from showing and everyone crowded around me in a giant group hug. (There were six people at this point in time.) I was trying to brethe to calm myself down and I accidentely breathed in a shuddering breath, like I was crying. Which I was, but I was trying to hide that. After about a minute or two, I finally got my tears under control, and we continued the game. At one point I picked up the curvy green card and everyone put there cards in a I picked then up a shuffled them. Now before I go on, I should say that I am a lesbian. So as I was going through the cards, one of them said noodle and I thought to myself, “oh there is no better chance to come out than this one right here, so I took it. I said, ” the winning card is noodle because I am as straight as a cooked noodle!” It took some people a second to understand what I was saying, but they all eventually got it. So that’s how I came out to my friends. Anywhovian, we continued our game until we all just gave up and then we decided to play b.s. I am proud to say that I won! I was surprised that I was able to keep a straight face during the entire thing. Anywhovian at about that time it was midnight, so it was time for everyone to head home. Today- err yesterday was an amazing day, but mostly an amazing night! Holy crap it took me an hour to write this.

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Dear Diary Blog, 5/4/13

Today was my neighbors third birthday. I went over to their house to help set up after my shower, then came back to my house to finish getting ready, then I went back over there to hang out with and help the three year old’s older sister get ready. After the party me and my neighbors hungout and played and raced on the bouncy house that they rented. After we were all worn out and had rested for a few hours, we went to my other neighbor’s backyard to meet up with other friends and we all just hung out around his campfire. today was super fun and day’s like these are my favorite. 

4/27/13

Today I got to hang out with my friends. That wasn’t until the afternoon though. In the morning I had to babysit the nine year old down the street and my three year old neighbor at the same time. Not the most fun. Especially when the three year old doesn’t listen and your trying to give each child equal attention. Any way, after I was done babysitting the three year old, me and the nine year old went back to her house and watched High School Musical. At around two thirty I was done babysitting her. At around three, my parents and brother left for a concert. (It was for the Styx or something?) Any way, after they left, I decided to go outside and hang out with my two neighbors who I call my brother and sister. At about I’m gonna say six-ish, three of my other friends came over and we all talked and drank root beer and tossed a hacky sak around, then we went into my brother’s back yard and sat around a fire and ate burgers and hot dogs. We had to get him to go out and buy the burgers and hot dogs first though because literally every body was craving them. After we ate another friend of ours came over and we were all laughing and talking and having a blast. Then one last friend came over and we continued to laugh and have a blast. The two guys in the group went out front to talk and two of the girls followed to eavsedrop and so me and the other two girls decided to hide. I came out of hiding first, but I didn’t blow their cover. Eventually everyone, but one of the guys knew where they were. He kept searching for them and finally when they decided to go out front to find them, he figured out where they were. A little bit after that we were all sitting in One of the guy’s car and we were talking and laughing and throwing a foot ball in the tiny space of a car and taking pictures. (I will post those in a bit). Finally at around eleven-ish, we all settled down and went home. Well except for the guys. They decided to go to a friends house. All in all, today was an awesomly amazing day!

This is the story of how I put my bone through my big toe

So, I wasa in tae-kwon-do on day and we were doing suicides with balls and I had bent down to try and get the ball, but my toe got stuck inbetween the puzzle mats. My toe got stuck and I tripped. I intially thought I had just torn m toenail off. Nope, I did much worse. I managed to push my bonje through the top of my toe, right under my toenail. It was under my toenail, so nobody caught it until the stupid doctors decided to really look at my x-ray. They called my mom back and told her to get me to tri-care because something didn’t look right in the x-rays. The doctor at tri-care took one look at it, and had me rushed over to the emergency room for immediate surgery. Apparently my bone had been sticking out for three days and nobody noticed. I was stuck in a cast for two months and had to get it removed and replaced twice.

This is the story of how a little shit broke my finger

So when I was three, I was walking along the perimeter of the playground at my daycare/ school. The perimeter was like three inches high because it was holding in all of the mulch for everyone to run round on. So anyways, I was walking the perimeter and some little asshole decided to push me off of it and into a pole. I put my hand out to stop myself and my finger was pushed all the way back. The little asshole ran away when I started crying and everyone on the playground just watched me cry until a teacher came over to see what was wrong. Then when the teacher questioned the little shit, he tried to deny it.

4/26/13

So, today I hung out with my friends at first landing park. We were supposed to be walking on the trails with out parents, but we decided that we would rather explore the woods. After we were done exploring we climed trees, played hide and seek tag, climber more trees, then climed the playground and just talked. All in all it was a great day!

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